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fustrated beyond repair

Jun. 15th, 2005 | 04:58 pm

Im listening to Avril, and I think I love her. I had a dream, and we were fooling around. Then my Radio woke me up. Bastard. It hates me. Always goes off during the best dreams.

So today was crap. Dumb boss.

Adventure Land soon. YES!

~~~Supposed to be, but we lost it. ok next song. Thriller! Possibly the best song ever.~~~

So yeah, Im really fucking fustrated with my current work situation. It's just aggrivating. UP, DOWN, BACK, FORTH. MAKE UP YOUR MIND BOB! Fucking racist. "Christian racist who "works" non stop and believes the first person he hears that he agrees with". That sums him up. Plus he is old.

In a good note, the Huskers are about to win the CWS, and I'll be there. As long as they win it in 2. They better. Fuck Oregon state. They are not gonna win, they BARELY beat USC. We'd eat their souls like a fat kid devours cake.

Im not thrilled to be moving home. But hey, gotta save some cash.

Michael got off. Good. I think he's innocent. Creepyness doesn't equal guilt.

this is thriller!
thriller night!

so what's up with you?

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there is no place like nebraska

Jun. 14th, 2005 | 05:57 pm

and we are about to win the whole fucking CWS.

Creighton fans: YOU LOST. TWICE!. Get over it. Im tired of "WE BEAT YOU TWICE THIS YEAR." That is HALF way true. WE beat you 3!! fucking times this year. Series record this year, 3 - 2 NEBRASKA! yes the palyoffs COUNT! Fuck you Creighton. Don't be those people that go "We beat the best team! so we are good!" Nooooo you aren't. You SUCKED up the Regional. That is why you are WATCHING from the STANDS. :)

Nu has the best shot at winning the whole thing. Pitching, rest, and momentum. Plus we didn't lose a damn game in the Regional, nor the Super Regional. Unlike the Top seed, and nearly everyone else. Joba, Dorn, Kroenke, Duensing, and Jensen. Not to mention the best college player this year. *2nd pick in the draft* Alex Gordon. Yeah, bring it on. The last time NU lost was the Big XII tourny, but we haven't looked back since.

Creighton fans, I love CU, but you got your asses handed to you, twice! :P
it's all in fun, dont take offense.

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it's dead and burried

Jun. 9th, 2005 | 04:45 pm

Anonymous losers who reply with lame attacks are fucking stupid. Like I care what some random internet loser has to say.

So friends only can comment.

This is a private journal for me. I have it "public" so non-live-journal friends can read it.

So, if you read this, and occasionally comment like a stupid asshole, go find someone WILLING to fight OR even care. Thank you.

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May. 28th, 2005 | 12:51 am

I killed for God.
The love I have for him justified my deadly mistakes
Sins of the flesh are no more
With his hands upon me
I take your breath
and Sell your soul


Ok so Ive got a great idea for a script/story!

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broke up with the GF

May. 27th, 2005 | 03:28 am

I was told it was the right thing by a mutual friend.

She reacted like I thought, up and down. Understanding and assuming.


I did get a call from my good buddy Sarah. She and I hung out. Went to Wal-mart, bought In Living Color season 3, Chappelle Show season 2.

Watched a little of both.

It's weird. Suddenly, when I JUST get out of a "relationship" and want to remain single, I feel like Im being "pursued"

what the eff.

Crimson is terrific. Alkaline Trio rock.

Saturday: Ash's Grad Party
Sunday: Ash's Graduation

YAY for those two days.

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don't stop

May. 23rd, 2005 | 12:02 am

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we are all the same

May. 7th, 2005 | 01:17 am
mood: tiredtired
music: Good Charlotte WHOA!

human and all our ways and all our pain

My keyboard is fucking up. So Im gonna type this up and see how it goes. It is going ok now.

Im tired. We had the Carnival at work today. I had to work 8 hours, since I worked 2 and a half Monday. It was fine. A lot of hot moms. We went on the roof, and just people watched. One of the world's best things. People watching is fun.

I found two bracelets, one is Breast Cancer and the other is yellow, pink, and purple. I went to Wal-Mart and bought some shit. I need to go back, forgot a couple things. I swear ugly people come out in droves there. Fat people who wear clothing that is FAR too small for them.

Tabatha and I should be hanging out tomorrow night. Hopefully. We'll see. Im taking it slow.

Right now I think Lifestyles of the Rich and the Famous is my favorite song or We Believe.
GC, read the last part the vid idea, and the paragraph before it at leastCollapse )

I've been listening to Good Charlotte a lot lately. I can relate to their music much easier than most of the stuff I have. And I dont give a fuck if GC is "poser, shitty, lame, pop, crap" music to you. To me, they are a wonderful band who really DO have a lot of talent.

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in the dark

May. 4th, 2005 | 01:14 am
mood: angryangry
music: Good Charlotte

Im moving to California in approximately two years. Maybe less. With or without the person I decided to do it with. Hopefully with. I love her. She's my best friend

Back to my thought.

Im moving out of Omaha. So if you are a friend or family member that is reading, that doesn't comment or have a Lj, please do not go around telling EVERYONE. Especailly my parents. I've yet to discuss this with them.
Venting/longCollapse )

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Ready To Be Free

Apr. 10th, 2005 | 09:58 pm

so long as your alive

Ok so Ive got some shit to do:

---- Figure out my living situation July forward. The living with my Aunt idea may fall through considering she wants 800 a month. She has another tenant lined up possibly to make my rent 450. Still. A lot for half a little basement. 900 for the whole house is reasonable. 800 just for hte basement isn't. Ana and I are gonna figure it out. She's having problems with Amanda and Kami. It happens. So, IIIIFFF my Aunt goes back down to 300 a piece for both me and Ana. heyyyy. She'd be down. 300 for the basement, utilities, and use of a BIG pool. Heck yeah. If not, then we'll just find a house or something like that. Joe should just stay home and that way we could all 3 get something. We'll see how it pans out.

---- Tone my ass up. I need to get working out, running, and get myself healthy. I could easily drop some exess baggage and strengthen the ole muscles. I need to get my self in a physical shape.

---- Ideas! I need to put them on paper. I have some great ideas. Few video ideas.

---- Im super excited. Sammi will be here for 3 weeks roughly. It's going to be a lot of fun. Im gonna show her all over Omaha. We are gonna have a lot of great times. We'll get a lot of chances to just hang out

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head like a hole

Apr. 2nd, 2005 | 11:40 pm
mood: numbnumb
music: The Used - All That I've Got

black as your soul

Fuck my family is NUTS. Seriously. Extended. Only a few SANE ones left.

Im gonna start piecing a script together. Definately a movie or 6 could be made out of my life. Maybe that will be my big break. Haha.

Is it just me or is the song Give It All by Rise Against really kick ass? I love it.

"i sleep, I still see you laying next to me"

Im tired of the crazy ass world. Im gonna begin writting about it.

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